So here is my take
on people’s common responses to news of an autism diagnosis.
“I’m sorry.” Okay, I admit this phrase has
made me bristle a little and I have been tempted to respond with “Why, what did
you do?” But when I think about it from
another person’s perspective, what are they supposed to say? “Oh that’s great! ? An autism Diagnosis is
what every parent dreams of.” They
are not saying “I’m sorry that your child
is so horrible.” They are
saying “I’m sorry that things are likely to be more difficult for her and your
family.” Quite frankly, that’s true.
I was also sorry to hear about her
autism diagnosis, but that never meant I didn’t love the qualities that my
daughter has. Hopefully, the same is true for those around
her.
Lately, I hear
a lot of people respond to the autism
diagnosis with “That’s okay,” and I think, ‘I know it’s okay, I’m just
explaining why she is stimming on the zipper of your purse so you don’t think
she is going to lift your wallet. ' But again, I have to ask myself, ‘what do you want people to say?’ They
don’t know each person’s perspective on autism and there really is no perfect
response for everyone. “That’s
okay” seems pretty reasonable under the circumstances.
“Wow, you’d never know it to look at her!” In her earlier years, I heard this fairly
often, and I just acknowledge that it was true – you wouldn’t know. If they knew her better, they would know, but
they didn’t live with her and by looking they weren’t able to guess. Quite honestly, I miss hearing that, because
I don’t hear it anymore. I hear “Yes, I know.
I could tell.” So for those of
you that are annoyed by “you’d never know to look at her.” Would you really rather hear “Yes, I
know. I could tell’?
“All kids do that/struggle with that.” Okay, this one makes me want to roll my eyes. Of course, this is just a matter of a lack of
understanding, but maybe we should see it as a teachable moment. If we respond with, “I know many kids have some difficulties, but when autism is in the mix
the struggle is longer and more intense,” that may help people understand. They still may not really get it, but we have to
teach with baby steps.
“I don’t know how you do it.” The other day I was talking to my
neighbor. She works different shifts, around
the clock that change every 6 weeks. Without
thinking I said “I don’t know how you do
it.” Of course, I know how she does it. She recruits family members and neighbors to
help with her son; she often sleeps during the day with the help of melatonin
or medication and she trudges forward aware that her job pays well and she
needs the money. So I know how
she does it. I guess I was just
saying that I respect the hard work and I admire her stamina. That’s probably all that people are saying to
us “ I respect the hard work and I
admire your stamina.” They are just
looking for an informal tone that means the same thing. Quite honestly, I appreciate that. I want people to recognize that this is hard
and it takes a hell of a lot of work. Many people say “Any parent would do the same thing,” but I don’t think this is
true. Often a parent walks away when
the going gets tough and its okay to recognize those that make sacrifices and are committed to their
kids.
We all have
different things we don’t want to hear and things that make us feel good. To be honest, I could write a long list of
things that people say regarding autism that totally piss me off and half the
time they are either said by other special needs parents or people with autism
themselves. Does that mean people shouldn't say those things? No! That just means I’m human and a lot of things
bug me. Maybe, special needs parents need
to recognize that they don’t speak for everyone that identifies him/her self as
a special needs parent. There isn’t ‘special needs parents thinking’ any
more than there is ‘blacks thinking’ or “American thinking” or ‘autistic thinking’. We’re all individuals with our own
perspective. That's why there is outrage when anyone makes a blanket statement whether it's Autism Speaks or Jenny McCarthy or Ari Ne'eman. If each and every one of us
made lists about what people shouldn’t say, there may not be anything left to
talk about. People won’t talk to us
about our children at all, for fear of saying the wrong thing. Maybe we should
cut people a little slack and just thank those that want to learn more and be
part of our children’s lives. None of us has the perfect thing to say 100% of the time.
No comments:
Post a Comment